imagine me and you, i do, i think about you day and night

survey i got from deny, im just sick and bored, i haven't answered a survey for ages! the title is irrelevant, hehe just the lyrics of happy togehter


1. Who knows the real you?
rose ann

2. When was the last time you went out?
to school, about 6hours ago

3.If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
i dont know? my brother? haha

4 . What song are you listening to?
my itunes is off

5. Whom does it remind you of?
n/a

6. Last movie you watched?
in theater? for the first time

7. Which of your friends live closest to you?
karen is closest to me. but she is my cousin/friend.. to be strict,

8. What is your favorite shirt?
i dont have a specific one

9. Do you drive?
yeah

10. What did you do yesterday?
school still! ate with edlem in chantily, had small talks with friends, had a confusing day! got depressed a lot of times, played crazykart with the 3 but still got sad

11. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
nothing

12. Do you trust your friends?
i do or i used to?

13.Who was the last person to call you?
*checking my sun* victor
*checking my globe* edlem

14.What annoys you?
a lot!sunlight, quizzes, gossips, distrust, chaos, when it rains (the parking lot gets muddy!

15. Do you want multiple piercing?
no

16 . Your favorite song in your player?
weird but, when you're gone-avril

17. Last time you went to the mall?
sunday

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
adobo from Bob's. i know it was lunch time, and now its already 10:30!

19 . Which of your friends would make the best roommate?
i dont know, but i want rose ann, we have never been roommates before, but she's so alert

20. Last thing you purchased?
food? my lunch, if it should be a thing, then something from plains and prints

21. Last vacation you were in?
japan

22. Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
of course! the latest was sir vince!!! he spelled it abbygail? hmp


23 . What's the last compliment you received?
aw it was about loyalty

24. Who was the last friend you hugged?
edlem?

25. Which celeb are you eye candying?
i cant think of anyone right now!

26. What's next on your wishlist?

nothing in particular, uh another vacation?

27. Which band's concert would you want to watch?
im not a concert lover

28. What color are your nails?

wala! i hate the people who pursuaded me to get rid of my nail arts! hmp hmp! you know who you are!

29. Date down a special day for you?
my bday june 7!

30. In just one word, describe yourself.
complicated

winterbells

I have addiction to gaming nowadays. I play crazy kart with some friends and I super enjoy it! But recently, I received a link from nong rhix. It’s another minigame! It is sooooo cute! And very addicting! In fact, I slept 4AM last night(morning) just playing that hypnotizing game! I just can’t stop till I beat my highest score over and over again. Then I forgot who gave me the link but I remembered Athenna commented on it so she was still online, and I asked her. “Sino to gain nag give sang link sang BIRDS AND BELLS nga game?” Unconsciously, I called the rabbit, a bird! Hahaha yeah I was almost loosing my sanity! Their other games are also very cute! Try it!

Here's the screenshot

Link to the super addicting game(well, at least for me):

http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/bells.htm

Link to the site:

http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/

The people I learnt to love in IM

These are the people who made me love my course and enjoy what I have today

In no particular order

Note: this was written before the crazy incident happened, so I might consider some, inaccurate already

Cherry- my angel, we face troubles in most subjects together. She is my angel sent from heaven! Haha I can often relate most of the queries in problem solving, programming, math, projects, reports etc

Hernie, the president- we have a love-hate relationship! Haha but still I adore his efforts!

Edlem “karla”- the all in one guy/girl! I just have fun with him anytime anywhere!

Nissi- no words can describe her period just kidding, my malling, eating, lakwatsa-ing companion. We did/do so many things together

Victor- the big but gentleman haha, he is just too caring J such a nice friend. So good in CK!

Angelie/ ange- the m*rselle fanatic, one of the firsts that I met in IM, and we shared the constant hatred to our RS prof (Doctor H). I regularly remind her of the vices she needs to avoid.

James “karlo/kimmy”- the latiza fan, my other ck companion, the first person who gave way to let me win in CK!

Anton “Jose”- the photographer, the minesweeper guy, the expert, my games supplier haha

Carmela- the mayor, the ever patient mayor of IM3. She was with Akol when I met her.

Tina- the hardworking CIS secretary! Good thing I didn’t run for that position!

Amor, the first lady- such a fast texter, she never fails to reply!

Frannie- the constant sun user, my seatmate!

Kate- my reporting buddy

Stephen- my 101 seatmate! My kaagaw in the filename “chua”

Syriel- we spent time pretending to do the 104 together haha just enjoyed the night instead

Makki- the joker, my eating companion, the one who gives me “kasadyahan” as what he said

Yanyan- the joker’s other half, my other eating companion

By groups

Gene, lala, paolo- the very kind co1crew members!

Kris jean, dona, jenny, MM- the diligent classmates who answer most of my queries

My professors

Dr. Go- my English and Chinese inspiration

Sir Vince- a prof who acts like a student

Ms. Bernabe- the very patient and considerate teacher

Sir kooks- the busy dc

PS If you’re not on the list, it doesn’t mean I hate you, it’s just that, the things we shared together isn’t that significant maybe…

CAStrip

CAS trip
Acquaintance Party for ALL College of Arts & Sciences...
typed by: April

August 30, 2008

@ Soleo Beach, San Enrique, Neg. Occ.

Activities:

Oil Wrestling

- Four (4) representative per Club (M/F)

- ROYAL RUMBLE MATCH: Last Man Standing

- Main Objective: to push the opponent out of the given space.

Skim Board Design Competition

- 3 reps (for the design) per club and 1 male/female representative for the Skim Board modeling.

- ONLY PAINT material is allowed to be used in the competition.

- glitters/ brush/ paint - club will provide (Theme: about CAS TRIP)

Criteria:

Relevance to the theme: 25%

Originality/Peculiarity 25%

Over-all-impact of Artistry 25%

SLOGAN 25%

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Over all 100%

Scavenger Hunt (CASamazing Race)

- 3 reps + club pres

- each team will face obstacles before they claim the ff. items:

*rock, feather, wood, shell & flag

- the first team to complete all the tasks given and be able to raise their club flag wins the game.

COCONOT!!!!

- 1rep per club (preferably gay)

- main objective is to shoot the coconut in their club designated rings

- highest pointer within the alloted time (5min) given wins the game.

TREASURE HUNT

- open to all sCAvengerS

- Found treasure = prize

TUG-O-WAR

- by the beach

- 5 to 8 representatives per Club

Pending Activity: Beach Soccer....

for those interested, please inform me, April T. or Carmela ASAP. Tickets will available at P80 (transportation and entrance, so please bring your own food)
deadline is until Friday morning only. Please spread the word. According to them, those who will not attend will have a consequence (community work) and your clearance will not be signed...

to whom it may concern again!

To those of you who grabbed my pictures and posted it on your own site, i just want you to know that it is not the best thing to do. It is completely okay with me to share as long as you inform me. I will be glad to spread my photos to you people. But what you are doing is awful. Just a mere comment or private message here would be appreciated. Don't ever deny what u did did because i recognize my shots 100%. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

there are people who asked permission and thank you for doing the right thing to do.

another boring blog u won't care to read *-^

888, said to be the luckiest day in our lifetime. Nothing happened special today. It’s been a while since I last updated. hmmm I think I don’t get the enthusiasm in blogging after a series of unfortunate events. I’ve been struggling to balance everything to put them into their proper places. Stuffs like, project makings, leisure, IM104, leisure, McDo, leisure, CLAW, leisure, finance… see? I prioritize leisure more than anything else. Of course, leisure and Mcdo won’t be out of the picture. That’s where I get my strength.

Prelim- it was fine, but not enough for me to be the happiest person on the planet. My grades were unsatisfactory in my judgment, a lot of disappointments. I think I need to get over being so paranoid with my grades, but I just can’t. I sometimes loose my sanity. Considering I won’t be able to get laudes anyways, I might as well live the “happy college life” as what many people may call it. Have you ever experienced being on top and afraid to fall again? Being on top gives no room for improvements. I mean the highest level, not just high, like a perfect score for example. And yeah, I degraded.

Life has been rough these past few days. I haven’t been completely okay. Although I don’t have any major problem, I just suffer.

I am very environmentally and economically aware these past few days. I can just feel the effects of ruthless human activities. I felt the earthquake 2:30AM here in Bacolod. And the unstoppable typhoons making our country a meeting place! I got scared and thought about the end of the world is near. Sue me but that is what I think! Now, the inflation rate, I am so struck by the oil prices! It is so damn high! Need I elaborate that? Everything got high. A thousand peso won’t even fit a week’s allowance for a regular student, unless you are the stingy type who would eat Hansel or cream O for lunch haha

currently watching Beijing Olympics opening on the TV

tada

There is always light after a series of darkness

Sometimes, we just need time to realize how bright it is.

We must not forever hide in the shadows,

At times, we even need to take one step to see the sunlight

a step means a trial to face and an obscurity that is yet known.

Good day!!

money

Somehow I learnt something from someone

Money is important

Money is not everything, but it is something

Money cannot give life, but it can prolong one

Money cannot give you happiness but it can make you happy, in one way or the other

It’s too sarcastic for people to say that money is not important, because it is, in fact, it is causing so much trouble, many people die because of it, let’s just face reality, money rules the world.

And there are people who consider money over anything else.

You may say that there are still such things as faith and love, but isn’t it considered equally important now? I am not being mean, I am just being honest.

life's anguish

I can’t believe I am saying this. This is so not me. But, it is soooo hard to forget. The hardest thing to do is to move on. Forgetting is impossible. Memories can be kept forever but grief can be suffered eternally.

Now I understand why there thousands who commit suicide and metal hospitals are fully-loaded. This is all the information I can give you, forgive me.

YellowGreen

I am 19 OMG, I hate getting older (yearly). As a child, I would love to grow older and I would look forward to every birthday. But things change, another year and I cannot call myself as a teenager. School started and I had a hard time enrolling myself with some circumstances that even I, cannot understand. I am now under the College of Arts and Sciences, not CBA as what I thought would be my family until the day I graduate. I don’t have anything against it but it’s just hard to accept that I will leave the “family” that I considered for two years. I can’t imagine myself wearing green (although I love green better that yellow) during sportfest and u-week. Whatever. I am not that affected with it since I am not so active in college activities now, only in my academic club, which is also in CAS now. Though I had enormous activities with several CBA officers, I am thankful that I’ve experienced being in both colleges. I just loved CBA so much that I loved it more than my course!

I know that this is super late but I just want to talk about my summer.

When classes were still ongoing, I had a plan to take summer classes to at least entertain myself since holy week was early and I had no conflict with anything. But I changed my mind when I decided to just enjoy summer. I didn’t take summer classes because I thought that I can sill catch up with all my subjects anyways. I won’t be taking up another major for the sake of being relaxed.

Now, I am grateful of my decision since I encountered a lot of amusing times with memorable people. The events might be scattered but all of those little things made it extra special. I won’t disregard this meticulous summer for the rest of my life.

This blog entry has the purpose solely to post something. I ran out of ideas, forgiveness.

Under two circumstances

I have been a stagnant blogger i.am.sorry

But does anyone care? I prefer to just post photos and add some explanations along with the album. It’s more entertaining, I suppose?

I have been busy manning our family business and recently, the summer splash preparation. Had several meetings in McDonalds about the event. I purposely didn’t go on the day for the reason that I hate sunlight. I am not a vampire, don’t get me wrong. I just hate it. I already have uneven skin tone. What more can I ask for? Hahaha and i have skin asthma that cause my skin to really look bad

And besides, the summer splash was for the summerians and I am NOT one of them. I am just working for the club, CIS.

My summer is kinda complete already, but I received another problem, choosing between school or another vacation. So hard to choose! I can’t really decide up to now! The vacation is like, my birthday gift, exactly starts on my birthday, but it will end the 12^th of June, it means that I will be absent for the first 3 or 4 days because school starts on the 9th. How tough huh?

If I was my old ME, I would definitely opt school, no question with that…

But I’ve change, I am now a different student and my point of view is different, thanks to La Salle and my course, I can be carefree haha if you know what I mean, if not, go figure. I have been blabbing about this in my previous entries.

But but, I still worry a little for being absent, I am not totally happy-go-lucky yet. I hope soon..

I just can’t choose, but I need a decision, ASAP!

School is not cool

tagged-april

RULES of engagement::

Remove one (1) questions from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag eight (8) people in your list. List them out at the end of the post.

1. What is / are your current thought / s?

uhh i want to watch movies! but there are limited in bacolod's theaters

i want to meet kris aquino, still

i hate the fact that it will be just a little more than a month till classes start again

2. What color do you like the most?

there are a lot, but the most, is pink

3. Have you ever shoplifted?

i cant remember any instance

4. Where would you like to go to the most?

Angkor Wat, Cambodia

The Colosseum, Italy

^^^^ some of my favorites ^^^^

5. What is your guilty pleasure?

The are a lot! Mcdo, Movies, Internet, watching gossip girl, basketball, arcade etc etc

6. When you encounter a sad moment, what do you do?

i cry most of the time, but if crying is too much, i stare blankly at things

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

TRAVEL! shop, franchise Mcdo haha buy lots of LV's

then the rest will be put in stocks or time deposit

8. What do you love the most about last year, 2007?

uhhhh Taiwan!

9. List 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

we think alike ( i dont know now), we both LOVE mcdo, and she is a good writer/cousin/shopping partner/ ka-chika and so on :)

10. How do you cope with boredom?

i sleep, internet, chat, watch movies/series, talk, txt, shop, go out malling, hang-out in mcdo

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?

unreliable people

12. What is your ambition?

someone asked me that about 3 days ago, and he made me thought about it for a while, cause i dont have any! haha so i think, to be happy in whatever field i enter (what a safe answer haha)

13. If you have one wish, what would you wish for?

haha so i am supposed to answer what jo-ann answered here, to have more wishes

see? we have great minds, we think alike haha

so if only one wish, that would be all things will be the way i want them to be hehe

14. Given a chance to join a reality show, which one would you join?

i just love watching them but i never thought of entering one haha... i'd rather go for the local ones like PBB, i am not gifted to enter PDA haha

15. Name one body part you have for which most people gives you compliments?

for now, nails haha they're just way too "artihan" i know

but before hair or cheekbones

16. It is already 2008, do you have any new year's resolution?

i dont have hahaha, i even forgot what was the last i made

17. What do you look forward in 2008?

i hate school i only love vacation! so i can only think of korea and other little things that i cant think about for now

18. If you get to live someone else's life for a day, who's life would you want to live?

any famous celebrity will do

19. When you die, what is it you'd like to be remembered for:

being a caring and helpful person, i may be caring, but not helpful enough haha, just in me dreams! or at least, i help some!

20. What are you longing for?

I want to visit iloilo asap! i havent had enough vacation yet!

i still want to enjoy my summer by being with long time friends and spending time in an arcade or amusement parks will be better

i am tooo bored

I tag anyone who wants to answer these 20 questions, minus the 20th hehe i just dont want to force you, coz u might be busy or anything

my evil twin

Did u ever had someone plagiarize anything from your site? Like a quote, picture or anything. Now in my case, my chinese name is being copied by someone. He maybe thinks its joke or its something nice to use. So devastating!

I’ve had encounters like this before but I didn’t tackle it publicly, so now I emerge. I was viewing friendster tirelessly when I got to read an update from a contact. I am not usually minding those but this time, it caught my attention because it was written in Chinese. I thought it was a shout out and I read it and to my shock the name of the person was “lester 我是蔡爱萍”! Imagine my astonishment when I read that! To my non-chinese friends his name says, “lester I am Cai Ai Ping” and Cai Ai Ping is my name.

He is pilfering my name! It is very ovious that he is not chinese and he is a guy copying a girl's name. How dare him! And I don’t understand the purpose to why he did that! I don’t know him personally so I don’t mind messaging him because he may be a bad person or what. I can’t remember who he is so maybe I approved his friend request long ago. Because I don’t approve friend request from people I don’t know now. I know I should have an action, but I have no plans yet. Here is his profile.

nail art- summer love

I just want to share my current obssession

I am so addicted to nail art that I just can’t get enough of it. It first started when I saw some super cute nail pictures from the net. Then I bought some from Face Shop, since they’re the only ones who sell nail art stickers here in Bacolod. Then I loved dressing-up my nails all the time. I just buy them everywhere I can. I got excited when we were going to Japan since I believe it really originated there. So I really bought a lot and stocked it here, enough for myself of course. Although i also bought some from Skin Food, Dashing Diva from the Beauty Bar and Elianto. I do my own nails so some processes of nail art, like the custom painting won’t work for me because I can’t do it with my own nails, although I bought some nail art pens also. It would usually last for 1-3 weeks, depending on how careful I am. But normally, I will change it every 2 weeks. It will take me as short as 2hrs and as long as 6hrs to finish my nails. My nails attract a lot of attention mind you, and I am afraid the sooner or later, it won’t be as unique as it is now. Copycats as what you might call them. Here is my current nail-art. I don’t capture everything, because either I don’t bother, I don’t like it or I just don’t have time to take a photo.

Well, I really started doing this even before summer but I just want to feature it this summer hehe….

Summer is here and I’ve got practically nothing to do. I am done with my vacations, only Iloilo awaits me. I planned to have summer class but I didn’t push it through. Now I am stuck. I might as well entertain myself with malls and chat and text and some chatting and a little pampering like hitting the salon or spa.

I love summer as a free time, a vacation time or whatever you want to call it, but I don’t like it as a season. It is a very HOT one! I only enjoy summer when I go abroad since northern countries have lower temperature when its summer here. I love being in cool places.

I hated Tagaytay because it was too hot when we got there. I even had my skin burnt! Very disappointing.

I love Christmas weather better.

Is nursing the only course on the planet?

Ok so whenever someone will ask you, “What’s your course?” the question is always followed by “Nursing?” Why is it a must to go to other countries? Why not be rich in the Philippines instead? Hehe I know it’s a little harder, but be patriotic! Haha I have been asked by that question a million times! So that’s exaggerating, I am sorry. I really hate science, especially in high school, all those biology, chemistry and physics classes make me sick! It’s the last course I will take, mind you. I’d rather have a 2-year course.

I can’t figure out why everyone is into nursing. Even the financially capable people I know are in nursing. I know a handful of heirs that are in nursing or are nurses. What will happen to their businesses? Considering some of them are only child.

Even doctors would leave their profession and switch to nursing? What’s happening to the world today? I am currently happy with my computer related course. It can also bring me to places like, Singapore, Japan, Hong Kong or Taiwan. But I’d rather stay here, or I might think about it… hehe

ronald and my desktop

I am really really really sad. My hard drive crashed 2 days ago. I just can’t live without me desktop! I don’t like using the laptop. In fact, I can’t do my normal errands without my desktop. I can’t do my IM101 program without it. WHY?!?! Of all the things to be broken, why my HD? I want it back!

For the past 10 days, I’ve been hanging out at mcdonald’s lacson. I’ve been present everyday. My usual visit includes mcflurry or cappuccino at mccafe. I am really a mcdo lover ever since I can remember. This just proves my loyalty. I have known many people at Mcdo, including the staff, managers and customers (mcdo addicts like me) hahha… I have appreciated and hated some managers, but i still love mcdo!

I have a big problem for the coming weeks, I will be absent for 4 days. It will greatly affect my exemptions and worst, my grades. I don’t really mind being absent, but not before the exams! Hai I just can trade my studies for pleasure, so bad of me.

Mansion

Sometimes having a good life can really be scary. You don’t know how the future lies ahead. Life is never certain; it’s just like a rollercoaster ride. I’ve watch MMK which starred KC and I was really struck of what happened to her. Its good to have a rags to riches experience, where everything good lies ahead of you, but riches to rags is different. It’s like falling down from a building 50-storey building and you are not sure who will catch you, or if anyone ever will.

Being famous or rich can give you friends or may I say, plastic friends, but if ever you’ll loose everything, this “friends” will be strangers. You thought you can count on them before as much as they can count on you, but having nothing will eventually make them disappear little by little.

I was really touched by the story. I just can’t imagine the girl (KC) to be obliged to learn everything in a snap. It’s far easier to learn how to be pampered than to learn how to work. I’ve heard several situations like this in real life and it also worries me of how that person can move on, with all the spoiling he/she has been used to. It really bothers me and I really pity those people.

But as the story ended, life is not measured with money; it’s with happiness and being with your loved ones. And the title was Mansion so I also entitled my post by it.

amazing race asia 2

Okay, so ever heard of Amazing Race Asia season 2 with Mark and Rovilson representing the Philippines? You must have! Its like, the talk of the town these past few days. They’ve been like the best team in Amazing Race history. Winning 8/12 legs, imagine that?

Refer to their site: http://amazing-race-asia.axn-asia.com/season2/

I was eating my Valentine dinner earlier when I heard that they lost from the Singaporians! I didn’t want to believe because M and R are really AMAZING. I said I would come home before 9 so that I could watch it on AXN. I don’t like to know the results unless I watch it, especially when its bad news. But they really ended up 3^rd placers! OMG!

I just can’t accept the fact that they were really leading and one roadblock changed their fate!

java java java

Life now seems busy. Ok it’s not the typical IM student, but believe me, we are. Seminars are to be attended. Programs are to be compiled. I don’t have problem with that, I was used to being busy.

I’m currently obsessed with nail art. So fun! v is not my nail

I encountered 3 accidents on my way home today. All in one street, Lacson. Is it bad luck or what?

I’ve been entertained by fishes in lagoon lately. I’ve been a frequent visitor of the lagoon, can you believe it? Buying a 5php popcorn or a 20php fish food and feeding the tilapias in lagoon makes me happy in a way. It calms my stressful day.

And and bacolaodiat (Bacolod’s celecration of chinese new year), is on Thursday already. We will get to parade for lasalle.

hanging bags are falling down

When I got into my room last Saturday, I was puzzled when I saw a mountainous figure from the dark. I got home late, obviously, so my room was dark. I hurriedly turned the lights on while thinking, “Why is there an ukay-ukay in my room?” When the lights were on, I saw my bag hanger broke and fell down. The middle part cracked because its over-weight. So, here’s the picture.

So you see Winnie the Pooh hanging? Haha. And I needed some help in fixing it.

Today is the start of our University Sportsfest. And, today is the only day that I will get to enjoy the events but I am sick. I still went to school and watched cheering, bbal game and practiced our speech choir. As usual, CBA lost in cheering, no surprise. BUT we won the basketball game against College of Arts and Sciences.

Being sick now is really a big problem for me. I will be away tomorrow but I am sill, how good is that? How can I enjoy? How can I enjoy a place with a very low temperature when I have colds? Arghhh I won’t be updating until Monday of next week. But maybe I can sneak sometime to be online if I find somewhere to log in. I will miss being online.

ilang-ilang

Lately, I’ve been very busy and depressed about so many things, mostly schoolworks. I get very pressured on sportsfest, not that I’m into sports, but because I am leaving so I will have absences for about a week. I am trying my best to give patch up things by sponsoring something for the College of Business and Accountancy, as per requested by my professor, but there are some professors who can’t do away with that and they would really check. So I have some mischief, like sponsoring for another event so that our Mayor (class president) will check my attendance for the whole week, without being there at all. She requested me again, so why should I put her down? Talking about a future progressive Philippines, with this kind of citizens? I know it is wrong; I just can’t afford to miss so many points for a week. I will be leaving for a while with my family.

I have so many requirements lately. One is to interview a parish priest. It is for our Religion 4. So we ended up taking a video of our interviewee because we can’t catch up with his answers. We’re supposed to just take down notes, so now we justt have to type everything he said in the video.

While making it, I was too bored and too irritated that I went out of my room and I saw the ilang-ilang tree. It was blossoming so I took a flower and played with it while Nissi was typing our interview report. Look what I’ve done.

thinking about blogging here in multiply

Because of the population of multiply getting bigger, I'm thinking of making another blog, or stop cross-posting my blogger account here.

I need privacy. And I don't feel at ease telling it to some strangers. I maybe mean to you, sorry but i just have to do this soon.

a random thought from me ^-^

I was so addicted to spring waltz for a few days that I chose it over malling, but it was just for a couple of days, then my life went back to normal. Phew! Another stressful week, it is my 1^st week in school for 2008 and a lot of revelations happened. Some of my grades came out, but I’m not so affected with it, some are good, some are so-so. I want to watch a lot of movies! I already watch National treasure, SSS, and shake rattle and roll. SRR was so ugly! Hehe Nat’l treasure was good, but I still want to watch I am legend. I have mixed emotions right now, that includes hunger. I just want to enjoy life. I will be having a leave on the sportsfest so I won’t be here to “cheer” for college of business and accountancy. I am not sad at all, in fact I’m happy. I will update you soon.

OK so I’m in my secretive side again, those ^ were just something to distract my attention. I won’t say what happened, again, but I will tell you what I feel.

I feel so sad. I am not heart-broken, don’t get me wrong. I am just confused of my surroundings. Why am I in this situation? What did I do? I am not either on a cat fight. I have scattered thoughts, sorry for saying nonsense things. I also feel this problem is nonsense. I think tomorrow is a Saturday, not a Friday, I hate going to school with so much burden. I must be happy right? Ok so I’m not really sane right now. I just want to write down my scattered thoughts. Haaaay( (this word is getting useful in times of need)

I have wasted too much on this. My life is not to be ruined.

New year 2008

I was thinking to write my year end review now, as I always do, but I just can’t. I’m too lazy to collect my thoughts and put it in one essay. Or I may not want to recall the bad memories at all or maybe I have noticed that the multiply crowd is getting bigger and I am shy or I find it too confidential to announce it in public. But if ever I will have the mood of writing, I will soon. For now, I have this survey from last year to be filled up again. I want to see how much I changed.

1. If you could give just one word for '07 what would it be?
~* dramatic

2. What are your favorite memories of '07?
~* trips, Taiwan, eating around, laughs, so many

3. From 1-10 how would you rate this year?
~* since I rated 2006 “6”, now I’m rating 2007 a “9”!

4. If you could change one thing about '06 what would it be?
~* HAY so hard to think since I have a lot of things in mind! But I want to keep things the way they are, I just have to move on.

5. If you could rewind back to one moment in 2007, what would it be?
~* Taiwan! I just miss it soo much now!

FRIENDS:
1. Did you make any new friends?
~* A LOT!!!!

2. Do you think any of your friends have changed?
~* yeah definitely, and I find it hard to handle the change

3. Do you still have the same friends you had in the beginning of the year?
~* yeah, but added a lot

4. Who would you say was your best friend overall this year?
~* um its kinda half rose ann for the 1^st-6^th month and nissi for the 7^th-12^th month

5. Who are your CLOSEST friends?
~* nissi and rose ann

LIFE:
1. Do you have any regrets for this year?
~* yes but I’ve learnt from it

2. Has a lot changed in your life?
~* definitely! One of the most unforgettable year ever!

3. Do you think you have changed?
~* yeah I guess

4. Do you have a New Year’s resolution? What is it?
~* I normally don’t, but now I want to make one. I want to be more carefree of the things and people around me, not to have too much attachment. I want to be more independent.

RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Have you had any heartbreaks this year?
~* yeah, because I just feel sad of leaving all my NFF in Taiwan that I cried, several times

2. Did you break any?
~* haha

IN 2006, HAVE YOU:
[ ] Kissed anyone
[x] Hugged anyone
[x] Been out of state
[x] Gone on vacation
[ ] Failed a class
[ ] Been camping
[ ]Ridden a roller coaster
[ ] Gone snow boarding
[ ] Played laser tag
[x] Been out of the country
[x] Laughed so hard it hurt
[ ] Had surgery
[ ] Been to a bonfire
[ ] Made smores
[ ] Went tanning
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Prank called anyone
[ ]Dyed your hair
[x] Chopped off a lot of your hair
[ ] Broken any bones
[ ] Been in a physical fight
[x] Played hide and seek
[x] Been to a funeral
[x] Said something to someone you wish you could take back
[> ] Been to the circus (almost!) HAHA
[x] Shot a gun
[ ] Passed out
[x] Played a sport
[x] Been to the hospital
[ ] Been panted
[x] Lost your voice
[x] Gone to the zoo
[x] Gone shopping
[x] Cooked your own food
[ ] played paintball
[ ] Gone mudding
[ ] Painted a room
[ ] Lost weight
[ ] Gone four wheeling
[x] Lost someone important to you
[x] Slept for over 12 hours

Resolutions...

Exercise more?
~* will try? haha

Get a better job?
~* not yet there, better in school maybe

Go to school/college?
~* in college

Quit smoking?
~* NEVER smoked

Quit Drinking?
~* I don’t drink

Have any other resolution? Or No resolution?
~* as I’ve said earlier

Are you going to Get married?
~* Not yet

Have a baby?
~* neither

Buy a house?
~* a doll house?

Move out on your own?
~* no

Graduate from school?
~* not yet

See your child graduate
~* not yet

Any other major things going on?
~* hummm

And Lastly...
Do you have any hopes for 2008?
~* yeah

What are they?
~* this is an urgent wish, I hope my absence in the sportfest wont affect anything! I will be absent for 4 days, so giving me only one day to be I present in the attendance.

I hope I will for get the nightmares and I will enjoy my life in 2007.

I hope to meet new people

I hope to have a reunion with my HS friends in Christmas of 2008

I hope to get closer to my college classmates, cause we are not that much.

I hope to have another place to stroll, I getting tired of rob and sm

I hope to have a smooth life in my course, IM

I hope to meet good friends

I hope good healthy for everyone

I hope a lower gasoline price