Tuesday, March 6, 2007

what a day

Sorry for the long stagnation of my blog. I am just so busy. And I am frustrated.

Just got back from school and heck, so many things happened. We had our recollection the whole day. But I hate the fact that it wasn’t effective. I don’t find any significance in that activity. I was just anxiously waiting for it to end. By 430, we had to attend our soroptimis international meeting so there we were waiting outside C15.. The room was empty. I thought the meeting was over or they transferred the venue so I called all my other colleagues to ask. There was no answer. It was about 440 already so I was worried because I thought before that we can’t attend the meeting anymore because our recollection was schedule until 530. Soroptimis International is a club for women business professionals. It is starting to form a Sigma society chapter in our school.

We were supposed to be attending our seminar that time for our group guidance class but we thought it was not compulsory. The seminar was about the majoring that commerce students must have knowledge about so that we they can decide what to major. But as accountancy student, it was also dedicated to us because it is just a little possibility that we can reach 4th year. Eventually the accountancy students will get fewer each year due to insufficient grade of below 83. We decided not to attend the seminar because the teacher said it was not required. I am shifting to HM so I was not interested with the seminar.

Then I received the bad news. My classmate texted me saying that we will have minus 10 in our GG grade if we don’t attend the seminar. So I was panicking head to toe because we will be starting our induction of officers in Soroptimis. I was so irritated with some people.

First, she hates us. She really implemented the minus 10 because she hates us.

Second, she is so selfish that she lets me feel that I am the one responsible for the conflict of schedule that in the first place, I didn’t force her to join. The details are confidential so I might not post it here. Yes I am convincing people to participate because I am just doing what an active member is supposed to do. It is really unfair to just list you as an officer by name but you are just using the position. It is also unfair not doing anything if you took the responsibility. It is just not a good leader must be. If you don't want to help, then don't. Don't just use the name to be glamorous.

Oh God! I so hate this day. I spent the whole day praying then I was shocked when my mood was turned upside-down in just a matter of an hour.


tina said...

sometimes there are days when everything seems to be upside down.. look on the bright side.

and there will always be people who would oppose you. :P

Katia said...

wishing for better days to come for you.