New year 2008

I was thinking to write my year end review now, as I always do, but I just can’t. I’m too lazy to collect my thoughts and put it in one essay. Or I may not want to recall the bad memories at all or maybe I have noticed that the multiply crowd is getting bigger and I am shy or I find it too confidential to announce it in public. But if ever I will have the mood of writing, I will soon. For now, I have this survey from last year to be filled up again. I want to see how much I changed.

1. If you could give just one word for '07 what would it be?
~* dramatic

2. What are your favorite memories of '07?
~* trips, Taiwan, eating around, laughs, so many

3. From 1-10 how would you rate this year?
~* since I rated 2006 “6”, now I’m rating 2007 a “9”!

4. If you could change one thing about '06 what would it be?
~* HAY so hard to think since I have a lot of things in mind! But I want to keep things the way they are, I just have to move on.

5. If you could rewind back to one moment in 2007, what would it be?
~* Taiwan! I just miss it soo much now!

FRIENDS:
1. Did you make any new friends?
~* A LOT!!!!

2. Do you think any of your friends have changed?
~* yeah definitely, and I find it hard to handle the change

3. Do you still have the same friends you had in the beginning of the year?
~* yeah, but added a lot

4. Who would you say was your best friend overall this year?
~* um its kinda half rose ann for the 1^st-6^th month and nissi for the 7^th-12^th month

5. Who are your CLOSEST friends?
~* nissi and rose ann

LIFE:
1. Do you have any regrets for this year?
~* yes but I’ve learnt from it

2. Has a lot changed in your life?
~* definitely! One of the most unforgettable year ever!

3. Do you think you have changed?
~* yeah I guess

4. Do you have a New Year’s resolution? What is it?
~* I normally don’t, but now I want to make one. I want to be more carefree of the things and people around me, not to have too much attachment. I want to be more independent.

RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Have you had any heartbreaks this year?
~* yeah, because I just feel sad of leaving all my NFF in Taiwan that I cried, several times

2. Did you break any?
~* haha

IN 2006, HAVE YOU:
[ ] Kissed anyone
[x] Hugged anyone
[x] Been out of state
[x] Gone on vacation
[ ] Failed a class
[ ] Been camping
[ ]Ridden a roller coaster
[ ] Gone snow boarding
[ ] Played laser tag
[x] Been out of the country
[x] Laughed so hard it hurt
[ ] Had surgery
[ ] Been to a bonfire
[ ] Made smores
[ ] Went tanning
[x] Made a mistake
[x] Prank called anyone
[ ]Dyed your hair
[x] Chopped off a lot of your hair
[ ] Broken any bones
[ ] Been in a physical fight
[x] Played hide and seek
[x] Been to a funeral
[x] Said something to someone you wish you could take back
[> ] Been to the circus (almost!) HAHA
[x] Shot a gun
[ ] Passed out
[x] Played a sport
[x] Been to the hospital
[ ] Been panted
[x] Lost your voice
[x] Gone to the zoo
[x] Gone shopping
[x] Cooked your own food
[ ] played paintball
[ ] Gone mudding
[ ] Painted a room
[ ] Lost weight
[ ] Gone four wheeling
[x] Lost someone important to you
[x] Slept for over 12 hours

Resolutions...

Exercise more?
~* will try? haha

Get a better job?
~* not yet there, better in school maybe

Go to school/college?
~* in college

Quit smoking?
~* NEVER smoked

Quit Drinking?
~* I don’t drink

Have any other resolution? Or No resolution?
~* as I’ve said earlier

Are you going to Get married?
~* Not yet

Have a baby?
~* neither

Buy a house?
~* a doll house?

Move out on your own?
~* no

Graduate from school?
~* not yet

See your child graduate
~* not yet

Any other major things going on?
~* hummm

And Lastly...
Do you have any hopes for 2008?
~* yeah

What are they?
~* this is an urgent wish, I hope my absence in the sportfest wont affect anything! I will be absent for 4 days, so giving me only one day to be I present in the attendance.

I hope I will for get the nightmares and I will enjoy my life in 2007.

I hope to meet new people

I hope to have a reunion with my HS friends in Christmas of 2008

I hope to get closer to my college classmates, cause we are not that much.

I hope to have another place to stroll, I getting tired of rob and sm

I hope to have a smooth life in my course, IM

I hope to meet good friends

I hope good healthy for everyone

I hope a lower gasoline price

what i have and what i want for christmas

What I am thankful for Christmas of 2007

• My 512 hard disk is coming! Yehey!
  
  
• An ODM spin watch, a gift from my achi. (I’ve been eyeing ODM since summer)

• A Nike Merge

• A vacation on Christmas break, but I don’t want Bohol! I hate the heat of the sun! But, that would be ok for now.

• Having a 4 day week-end ;;)

• A visit to Iloilo, haven’t been there since October! I miss Kevin!

Still my 2007 desires

• A day in the spa

• A trip to Korea

• Longer Christmas break

• A new Sony T200. I like the smile shutter function! I’m not satisfied with my T100 anymore ::(

• Or a bigger tripod

• A pink bean bag :)

• A bigger closet

• A trip to Manila, but I’m too busy

• A get together with my high school classmates!
  
  
• To meet Kris Aquino
  
• To watch more movies, again, no time for that

• A hilux (purple) or a strada (red) haha

• A peaceful Christmas

• Something memorable to end this year

Straight ahead, instead of turning back

Whew no updates for a long time! I’ve been quite confused the last time I posted something. My life changed dramatically! I maybe wanted to settle things up before posting anything here. Well, the change that I’m saying is quite confidential and I cannot tell you the story maybe that’s why I wasn’t able to say anything. All I know now is that I am already happy, or sort of. I may not feel what I was experiencing before, but this is a change. I may not say that this is better; all I know is that this is something different. You may wonder what am I saying but I just can’t say it here. I have just moved on. I just felt how college life really means. It is sad. I sometimes still think of the past, I think of it that I was happier back then. But I also realized that sometimes I am happier now. I just haven’t adjusted a hundred percent, only eighty percent I guess.

Here are some of the changes that are not really of being in college, but jut changes in me. We speak English in class, most of the time, and it is getting contagious that everyone in the classroom follows it. I am now disorganized. I don’t plan. I don’t expect. I don’t think of what will happen next (although sometimes I still do). I don’t worry too much on things anymore. I’ve really learnt how to be a happy-go-lucky person. Life is short, and I’m regretting every minute that I’ve wasted.

pink cow vs blue-eared elephant

I had a previous post that featured my elephant-mouse-wrist-rest which was being killed by my friends right? So now I'm teeling you about my new pet. I bought a pink cow to replace my old wrist support! I just loved my old one but it can't extend its life and it might burst in the end! The elephant was from Singapore and has glow-in-the-dark figures inside. Its about a year and 6 months old. My new pet is painted white and pink. weird, but it really is. It doesn't say anything about the manufacturer so I suppose its from China. Here are their pictures.

the elephant

the cow

my upcoming empty christmas

As I was about to enter the house at 6pm, I felt the cool breeze of December air. I said to myself, OMG Christmas is coming, and I’m not even happy. In fact, I am lonely. It is very hard to think of great things when I’m stuck with an unsolved dilemma! *sighs* Normally, I would enjoy the feeling of Christmas time from October-November but December isn’t really a happy-time. Too much celebration makes me sick! I love the preparation for Christmas, and only the preparation itself. I even get excited when I hear Christmas songs being played in department stores as early as October. Having Christmas break also gives me the reason to smile, and that’s about it.It is also the time when I get to see people whom I rarely see, people who are close to my heart but unfortunately not available in other times of the year. It is weird but I always get the feeling of loneliness when it’s Christmas day already. I know it’s not all about gift-giving and Christmas parties which usually makes people, especially children, blissful. It’s more on the meaning of this celebration that makes sense.

2nd sem profs

As of now, I have amazing professors, contrary to last sem’s! I have Mr. Daquila in Marketing, the past teacher or the BABA which they say gives high grades with less effort! Then Mrs. And for Bmath3 and Math6! Yes, same teacher, and she gives additional points for answering her riddles! How cool is that? For Religion4, I have Mr. Tag-at again! I just love him in Religion1! I got 98 without sweat contrary to Mrs Hilado in Religion3 where I got 80 when in fact, I studied Religion the hardest! For Computer Application 2, I’m under Mr. Pahilanag again! As I’ve said in my previous post way back, he is a graduate in Tay Tung and I was under him for IT1. And the last, Dr. Lily Go, an alumna of Tay Tung again. My dad’s batchmate in Tay Tung. I don’t know how is she when it comes to giving of grades, but I’m hoping for the best!

goodbye freetime :'(

I went to two parties last night!

Katrine, Jo-ann and I had our make up done at headship. We were running late! I went home and changed first so I was also the first one to arrive at the venue. I was waiting for them in my car when a guy tried to open my door! I was shocked! Good thing the door was locked! My heart was pumping! I was there for about 30 minutes when they finally came. Spent 2 hours in Justine’s Party when I finally decided to drop by Kristin’s party. So I did. And came there came peter, he was ready to go back to Business Inn because he promised her that he would catch up. I just spent about 5-10 minutes there. Then went back and decided to go to McDonalds, as what we usually do after a party, with all those make-up on! It just completes my day!

I feel so sad right now! I really do! It’s the last day of semestral break and I feel so incomplete. Although I did many things, I still feel lonely! I think I had enough vacation but still! I’m not looking forward to anything so I don’t know! I really want to cry! This is very sad.